ive come to the conclusion that im only good enough for one night stands, and i hate it, but im so desperate to feel something other than alone, ive always been the ugly one ALWAYS my best friends a super model guys come to me to get to her, and anytime i was ever in a relationship i would either fuck it up by being clingy or the guy would turn out to be an asshole ive gotten so much better about the whole clingy thing but guys only see me as some sort of sex toy, ive ruined my reputation, now im known as the awkward looking creepy whore….why in gods name am i still living
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omg thats how my relationships are
i hate guys for it
It’s not you. It’s your goal of trying to find a perfect guy. I think you should find something else to do. I know this might sound cheesy but don’t go looking for guys and don’t believe them when they want to get in bed with you.
Paint or learn how to write poetry. Rent recipe books and cook something amazing.Listen to a different kind of music that’s not mainstream.
That’s what i would do.