One

Tried to tell you, with all of my talk about death.
Tried to show you, but never in seriousness.
I hurt you and I’ll never let myself forget
How more people get hurt, the closer I get.

It’s so hard to find yourself in the shadows,
So I just settled for keepin’ the door closed.
Keepin’ secret the thoughts that rush through my head,
All the nights I’ve stayed up, thinkin’ “I should be dead.”

I love you but it seems like I’m always falling.
I turned into a person who’s always name-calling,
And bitching and whining and hurting you all.
Time to find somewhere high and just… fall.

So I’m trying to get better, before I get worse,
‘Cause if I sink much further, I’ll be driving my hearse,
And if you help me or not, you’re all that I’ve got –
So save me, I’m stuck, I’m buried, I’m caught.