I’m really tired of school. Not tired of academics but the social part. Everyone thinks im so funny and outgoing..not true. Im dying slowly on the inside. No one knows. It gets annoying how people expect me to act happy all the time. Like when im down somone will ask me whats wrong and i’ll feel uncomfortable telling anyone why.Im no ones friend. Im just someone that people use to make them happy. I’m tired of playing this role for them(my peers). I just want to go to another school and start over. Just to be quiet and no one know me. :/
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Its not very hard to leave. but if u dont want to be happy dont be happy, fuck everyone else,
It will make u worse keeping it inside, just cut sick, go insane, beat the shit out of someone, yell your **** out at someone, do what you want, people change, even u.
or just forget them just study, ignore everyone. honesty when u finish school u’ll lose like 90% of your friends anyway, everyone does
just do what ever feels right, or if u like feeling bad do that
just do it
Thats true. Thank you.
Take it from someone who droped out of High School because he could not take it anymore, You cant help anyone else if you cant help your self. It sounds so very selfish but its true, you have to take care of yourself before you make anyone else happy.
This is exactly how I was at high school. Try and be true to yourself and keep your head up is the best advice I can give, sorry if it’s not that helpful.
I’m gonna sound like a major hypocrit …because I droped out senior year with only a few weeks left …. but stay in school…. honestly…. when I was in school I hated it I thought nothing could be worse…. life as a drop out….that’s what’s worse…the irony… but seriously..I know school is very hard… try not pay attention to the social part…only focus on your grade….. maybe try online school or home schooling or even change schools… just DON’T DROP OUT! Please…. if I could…i’d go back in a heart beat!… some lessons you learn alittle to late…. don’t be like me who learned it far too late to do anything about it…
Its never to late too learn
It is for me… I don’t care about anything….I just wish I could feel….something…anything….
I understand very well what it’s like to let everyone’s perception of you trap you into a certain kind of behaviour that doesn’t allow you to express or be how you feel in the moment. If you do and act out what’s real for you, you’ll do yourself a huge service. You’re not people’s personal court jester. If you feel like smiling…great, if not, then be what’s real for you. Btw, some of the most successful people in the world never went to school. Good luck.