So today my best friend said she doesn’t give a shit about me whatsoever and the girl I love isn’t going to end up being my girlfriend anytime soon. All my other friends are crap and I’ve reached the end of the line, there’s nothing left to look forward to or to believe in anymore. I might end it tonight, I don’t fucking know. Usually I just sleep it off because i’m a fucking dumbass failure at everything. Nothing I find in life makes me happy or content at all anymore except love and that’s driven me to the point of insanity, so I leave it alone. I’m more or less fucked. At best I want to say goodbye to everyone.