I just want to die can someone please tell me how to… I don’t know how I’m going to wake up tomorrow and face the thousands of people at my university in my current state of deep sadness. I have no future and no reason to live how do I end it once and for all. I know this is an answer everyone on here is searching but what reasonable painless ways are their.
Please respond quickly I have no hope left at all.
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If you lived closer i’d do h2s with ya im looking for a partner
There are lots of ways to die. It’s really really easy. There’s thousands. Just a painles sure way is hard to fine. I thought you found one already though, didn’t you?
Yeah i thought you were gonna do the whole nicotine thing? Idk bout that sounds kinda weird i wouldnt do it that way. Im gonna look it up cause i actually havent heard of that as a suicide method and believe me i’ve done my research lol. God how sad all i ever do is look up suicide 🙁
@deep abyss and crying I did want to do the patch thing but I plan on using 14 patches that have 21mg each in them so that would have 294mg of nicotine. The lethal dosage of nicotine is 40-60mg so taking 294mg all at once puts me at 5 times past the reccommended dose so that should knock me out in a matter of minutes.
I’m going to use 14 patches Instead of 7 because (having failed attemted suicide before by taking the 15 hydrocodone pills) I have no room for mistakes this time around and must take the maximum to ensure no failing this time around.
And the reason you two haven’t heard about this method is because it’s not labelled as a suicide method but it’s extremely lethal from what I read and can kill a person if you take enough of it.
@crying on the inside: I look up suicide too, so you’re not alone at that. Been trying to find a good way that I like and haven’t found it.
Didn’t you talk to someone here about a personal suicide method too though? other than the nicotine one? What happened with that?
I think i like the sounds of ******** and h2s. But this is getting kinda hard i always thought i’d just hang myself but of course would rather not do it that way
@crying on the inside: I read your post on how it’s a lethal liquid, but when I looked it up several days ago, it said it was a prescription drug too, the ********. I think they made a powder form of it to treat insomia too. I’m not sure, I just remember they had ******** pills when I looked it up.
This is probably gonna sound crazy but does the thought of commiting suicide and succeding make you feel kinda happy and calm i know it probably sounds horible but i feel like that
Deep abyss… That’s all I had as far as attempts went I wish I had another method but no at the moment that’s the only way I’m thinking about doing it.
And crying…. I looked up ******** and what the hell that damn drug is to hard to get a hold of and requires a prescription! It’s unreal cause this leaves me nowhere everyday I spend hours upon hours upon hours looking for new ways and I find nothing. Cause god knows I’m too afarid to go by hanging of h2s or cutting. I’d rather eat somthing poisonous, overdose or stick some patches on me.
I hate this life and want to just end it already guys.
I know i do the same and feel the same 🙂 I found a guy that has ******** but it kinda sounds a bit dodgy im worried he’s a cop or something and its expensive to buy
Sorry that was supposed to be a sad face not a happy one whoops!
@hani3: I thought you asked someone here about it. About his/her personal suicide method and all that on one of the posts here.
I know what you mean. I want to end it so badly too. I realize today again how depressing it is to live my life. And then was constantly reminded of all the people I was so close to but abandoned me.
@crying on the inside: I know what you mean. I also want to really die though. Seriously. I hate my life. I hate myself. I hate this world and it’s cruelty and unfairness.
@deep oh that post. I tried to ask Angel Ashes for their method because they said their method was painless and for sure going to work but they never wrote back it’s really depressing and saddening. It’s like why won’t you just tell us the method were all in the same situation it’s not like were here to rat eachother out.
@crying really you found someone with ********! How much is it cause i’d be willing to pay to have that too. Ya I’m literally that desperate at this point.
Oh, that sucks. I thought that person would’ve given you how to already. If you find out, do share it. I haven’t been able to find out anything good or accessible.
I guess people feel bad knowing that their helping someone kill themselfs i mean its not like your telling them to do it but you still have a conscious? sorry not sure how to spell that. And yep this is bloody hard definatly harder then i thought it would be
Apparantly theres some suicide pill like for euthanasia or assisted suicide or their making one not sure? I would love love love to get my hands on that and would pay whatver for it!
@Deep Abyss …Yeah no luck and it completely sucks cause the nicotine patches don’t come until Tuesday or Wednesday to my house so I’m just stuck until then. And I’d really like to end it today. But I won’t be able to end it until Friday night hopefully that will be my last day.
How old are you’s again?
@crying on the inside: yeah, I get what you mean. No one wants to feel guilty about helping a person kill himself. Yet oddly enough, they don’t feel guilty if they emotionally abuse you, hurt you, and crush you to the state of wanting to kill yourself.
@hani3: I’m still sketchy about the nicotine patches. No offense about that. It just doesn’t seem like it’ll do much more than kill your brain or your body to me. Doesn’t seem like it’ll kill you for sure, cause you can get those stuff without prescription, you know? I don’t think they’ll let you do that if the chances of successfully killing yourself with it are very high.
Yeah i know they do everything but actually kill you! Im gonna do some more research and look up the nicotine thing
It’s kinda messed up, cause it’s so so freaking easy to die, yet it’s hard to find a “good” way to do so. At least that’s what I think. I mean.. just fall off the stairs and you can die. Stand in the middle of the freeway and you can die. Stab your lungs to die. But they all aren’t good cause you always suffocate in pain before death comes… and there’s always a chance you’ll live through it. Barely.
Yeah I know every method seems to have its pros and cons!
If any of you guys find a good method, tell me about it. I wanna know.
Im gonna do more research tonight
@crying I’m 19 but I’ve been hospitalized for a month last year for anxiety and ended under psych ward/ suicide watch for a week and a half then had to see a therapist for a year afterwards even though at that point I didn’t have suicidal thoughts at all just anxiety but at this point I’d like to end it cause my life has taken a turn for the worst and I’m certain I can’t do anything about it anymore.
@ deep abyss the nicotine seems pretty legit to me. I know you can buy it without a prescription but it’s still a poisonous toxin that is known to kill people if they take it at high dosages. I’ve been researching it for the last 5 days and found that people have died from doing that on accident. We just don’t hear about it because no one really chooses that method to die with since it’s not a typical type of drug no one ever regards it as a way of overdosing on something.
You guys get what I mean?
And btw how old are you two?
Im 23 i just dont really like the thought of discussing this with like 11 and 12 year olds you know? That kinda bothers me. And i know what you mean i’ve always had anxiety its horrible and i think its getting worse its a bloody curse i’ve never been hospitalized but i have been very sick a few times from it. Im suprised i never ended up in a bloody psych ward. Im scared one day i’ll end up there. And on top of that i also have depression so yeah lifes just great! Not! Have you tried meds they kinda help? My doctor wants me to have therapy but i dont want it plus its expensive
Yeah it was hell going through that especially since I missed my first year in college cause of it and now basically messed up my life so now I’d like to end it for good. I did take meds called Lorazepam, Zyprexa and hydrocodone but they all suck and can never fix how pathetic and meaningless my life is.
I just want to end it now cause I’ve caused enough damage and nothing is going to change. I hate my life to pieces.
@crying on the inside: Yeah, it’s not really good to discuss it with like 11 or 12 year olds, the methods of dying. I get what you mean.
@hani3: well, I’ll do more research on that myself then, but I really haven’t heard of going out that way before, like at all. I’ve never been in any therapy and all that cause I know what’s wrong with me, I just can’t fix it alone though. And that’s what I’ll be, alone.
If you guys find a good sure way that’s not too painful, tell me about it. I really wanna know how to get rid of this life. idk. I don’t have high hopes my life will ever get better, just much much worse, you know?
Im taking aropax they do help they make you feel calmer and happier but also tired which is annoying idk maybe im just weird cause i still really want out i guess i’ve just had enough of being me. So what do you’s do like are you’s in school, work? Would you’s try different meds or therapy do you’s wanna get better? I kinda feel like i dont which is weird i just dont care about anything anymore i cant be bothered i just want out
Yeah I don’t want to try to take meds anymore to get better cause it just changes your mood and that’s it. Meds aren’t going to fix my pathetic life. I go to school and I’m in my 2nd year but I messed that up really badly so I just want out of this life as soon as possible.
You messsed up badly what you do?
I am 41, I don’t know about discussing methods with people that are in their 20’s. Life is full of up’s and down’s and it may very well be possible that by age 20, you have seen far worst then me, but I can tell you that by age 30, you may see far better then me. It is your choice and I am not here to make it for you. I came here because I feel very depressed …my whole life, but especially for the last 7 to 10 years…..and will likely take my own life, but seeing all these very young and even the not so young talking about why they no longer want to live, I think they are wrong. I think their views are ascued. That things can change for them and that maybe they should tough it out.
I found how I will be doing this and I was going to post here about it, but I just cannot bring myself to aid in kids…..yes, even you 23 year olds….in ending their life over probably nothing.
You people feel like you have a responsibility for younger ones? Yet don’t you consider that they too have a right to make their own choice and receive all the informations, no matter how young they are?
I don’t support the idea of suicide as a way to run away from life’s problems or circumstances I think it should be well thought out and best be contemplated over a period of atleast 1 year.
But when you are idle inside and driveless and no matter what happens – you feel it again and again that you have no more real interest in life’s pleasures – then I think it is fair to draw a line and make a cut to it.
before throwing your life away, do something usefull with it.
Did you ever hear the ” 7 stages of advanced karma innamorento ” ?
it says that each person has 7 inner world where their Shakra go from the bottomless abyss to the upper realm of holiness, until the soul can reach the nirvana.
in other words, see it like a videogame where we have 7 life to understand the “real” purpose of existence. By doing suicide, you are denying the fact that the possibilities are infinite, better alive than dead.