Last night was the worst.
I stayed up until two in the morning, on the computer bawling my eyes out.
Nobody answered my texts, my IM’s.
Now, that’s loneliness, you know? You tell people you’re in desperate need of consolation and nobody bothers. Here’s what happened: I was in a two year relationship with a boy, and he broke up with me on Valentine’s day. I’ve been walking on crutches for so long, been kissed, hugged and admired for so awfully long I can’t walk on my own anymore. And I don’t want to try.
The biggest emptiness is inside me. I feel like a hole has been carved right through me.
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I know how you feel. The girlfriend I had left me a week before Valentine’s day. It was really bad, especially seeing all the love in the air and everyone talking about it. It just rubs dirt into your wounds and make you even more painful.
I can also relate to no one answering texts and stuff. I have no one who really cares about me in my life. Just go on here if you’re in need of anyone. I’m sometimes up late, like last night I was up until around 1-2am.
Hey u had one at least, I asked someone out once and got rejected (although in her defence I did the worst way ever to asking her out).