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Somtimes I wish someone would just kill me. Save me from hurting anyone by ending it myself.
But other times I’m content just to close my eyes and cut the hurt away.

I feel so alone right now.
I probably sound pathetic and weak and stupid.
Sorry.

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16 comments

happypill 3/13/2011 - 12:57 am

It dosnt sound pathetic. You just probley feel like me alone with no one to turn to. I suppose all we can do is hope things get better.

zdeathchanz 3/13/2011 - 1:00 am

You are NOT pathetic. Do not EVER say that about yourself. Cutting can be good or bad, depending on the situation. Talk about whatever pain you are in and vent though, instead of doing that. Write. You can let us here listen to what you have to say.

77evergone77 3/13/2011 - 9:25 am

Why would anyone want to listen?!

notinteresting1 3/13/2011 - 1:42 pm

Why wouldn’t we want to listen? You aren’t pathetic, every moment you remain alive shows your strength and many of us on here are proud of you for that.

You aren’t alone here, even if you feel like it IRL. A lot of people know the sort of things you’re feeling and they won’t get mad or sad if you need to vent, rant or just talk about what’s going on and what you’re feeling. In fact, they’ll probably listen and understand where you’re coming from.

even 3/13/2011 - 8:09 pm

Sometimes I walk around all day wishing someone would kill me, and when I know no one can hear I’ll even chant it like a mantra.

I feel really alone too. I have friends, but they don’t suffer from this and only people like us can truly understand how we feel.

(I used to cut too when I was a teen, but I stopped for whatever reason.) But I don’t think you sound weak and pathetic, I think you sound like all of us who share this suffering.

77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 6:49 pm

Thank you both for being understanding

hannah93 3/14/2011 - 7:08 pm

Hi sage. You here?

77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 7:49 pm

Hannah?!

hannah93 3/14/2011 - 8:15 pm

Hey. How are you?

77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 8:35 pm

I’m surviving I guess. You?

hannah93 3/14/2011 - 8:39 pm

I’m doing good actually. Glad you’re still around. I’ve missed you a lot.

77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 8:48 pm

I’ve missed you too. 🙂
I’m glad things are good for you

hannah93 3/14/2011 - 8:49 pm

What have you been up to? I liked your poems, btw. They were really nice.

77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 8:57 pm

Thanks. I was going to post others but it seemed pointless

hannah93 3/14/2011 - 8:59 pm

Why is it pointless? We like reading them.

77evergone77 3/14/2011 - 9:18 pm

They don’t help anyone. They serve no purpose. An I doubt anyone really likes them at all. They’re probably just annoying

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