if you are out there, reading this letter, then you are probably as scared as i am… i want to die. so do you. lets make sure that it is quick and clean ok?
I think u sent me an email. It said something like “thanks for leaving a comment or something like that” maybe it wasn’t you. It said “Ashlie” nvm it might be someone else than but your the only Ashlie on here. My mistake than.
@rocky we just had a fire drill and it is about ten degrees outside, sooo iam freezing my ass off right now, can u give me some warming thoughts? hahaha. 🙂
@niki – does it matter if there is an after life? We are going to die any way. All i’m doing is choosing when and how. And no i don’t believe in God, i used to but some where along the line i lost my faith. Why would God care if i lived or died? He doesn’t gain anything either way. Bad Karma? I could write a whole essay as to why i believe karma is nonsense.
i miss u :'( u were my best friend and its been so hard trying to do this life without u… i think about u constantly and i wish i could see u onw last time. i wsh i could feel ur arms arond me and let ur fingers caress my cheek… i miss u like i woudl miss my lover… i miss u like no other. u were the best and the only. because of u, i am a better person today. u r the best and i love you! RIP max <3
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I emailed u back? U never responded? Where t u from btw?
do i know u?
ashlie pls get your yahoo chat thingie working =)
there is little time to go 😉
i want to meet you on the other side =D
I think u sent me an email. It said something like “thanks for leaving a comment or something like that” maybe it wasn’t you. It said “Ashlie” nvm it might be someone else than but your the only Ashlie on here. My mistake than.
@rocky WTF? u r kinda freaking me out, srry rocky. and my yahoo chat isnt working, i think thats blocked by the scool or sumpin.
meet me on the other side of what? the world or heaven?
Where r u from rocky?
hes from germany… heehee.
Oo lol too far. Nvm.
im freaking you out? sorry…bummer
HAHAHAHA, U R FUNNY! 🙂
its ok, i emailed u.
so ashlie, do you wanna chat on facebook or something?
@rocky where from germany?
definatly not telling that in here
sure. =) look me up… Ashlie Allred
ok, email me then.
G2G see u at about 11:00 kk?
ok I registered and sent arequest, check your FB
i’ll try to be here..
Hey rocky add me on fb plz 😀
@rocky we just had a fire drill and it is about ten degrees outside, sooo iam freezing my ass off right now, can u give me some warming thoughts? hahaha. 🙂
yea but i dont like to spam this board with chat messages so let’s find a place to chat ashlie!
Are you scared?
I’m not scared.
I used to be, now i’m not. I’m ready for the end now, in a weird way i can’t wait for this to be over.
So, you don’t believe in God?
what if there is really an afterlife?
what if there is truly a Hell?..
Or reincarnation, bad karma, etc?
nothing worse than coming back as another human ey? hahaha
@niki – does it matter if there is an after life? We are going to die any way. All i’m doing is choosing when and how. And no i don’t believe in God, i used to but some where along the line i lost my faith. Why would God care if i lived or died? He doesn’t gain anything either way. Bad Karma? I could write a whole essay as to why i believe karma is nonsense.
im terriffied, but im not gonna do it… changed my mind.
@social: please write the essay, as I’m sure others would also got interested (& perhaps also enlightened) in it.
yeah, that would be sweet! put it up when u finish, thats something that id read… =)
i miss u :'( u were my best friend and its been so hard trying to do this life without u… i think about u constantly and i wish i could see u onw last time. i wsh i could feel ur arms arond me and let ur fingers caress my cheek… i miss u like i woudl miss my lover… i miss u like no other. u were the best and the only. because of u, i am a better person today. u r the best and i love you! RIP max <3