Three consecutive days I’ve spent my time crying. I’m so tired of everything, of everyone. I can’t bottle anything anymore, I’m about ready to explode. I want to dig a hole in the ground and bury myself in it. I want the aching to go away. I want to feel numb and forget all my troubles. I need comfort. I need a friend. I need a reason to keep living because right now I don’t have one. Life has become so overwhelming. I’m losing my mind. Sometimes I close my eyes and as I’m slowly being consumed by sleep I hope that’s my last day. I can’t take it. The clock is ticking.
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I know how hard it is to wake up in the morning and want to feel good and happy, but to only be consumed by darkness and gloom. Life can be a struggle and I personally choose not to wake up some days because of the thought of leaving my dreams is unbearable. Before choosing suicide look at some dogs, old people, or even just the sky. Really think about how complex life is and even though it may not seem that we have any purpose we are a part of a plan to keep this world spinning. Just know that you mean something to someone even if it may not seem like it. It comforts me to know that I’m not the only one who feels like this and I hope for only the best for you and your future.
Have you tried talking to someone? I don’t know your story but there are so many ways to live. Counselling, self help stragies, your own friends and family, medication in some people. I also want to give up but I hang in there one more day and then the next day I think well I’ll hang in one more day and then if I make it through that day then I think why can’t I make it through the next day?
Good luck to you….if you can fight, fight. Kick a pillow or something, sounds like things are coming up for you to feel, so if that’s the case, acknowledge what it might be and feel it cause your body wants to let it out…so don’t bury it….connect with it. I fully believe you’re doing your best.