I fucking hate everything! I hate not having a family. I hate not having friends. I hate not having money. I hate not being in school. I hate being sick. I hate being in pain.
Everything is a chore. I sleep over half the day. I can barely force myself to get off this couch. I’ve lost my appetite. I’ve lost all self-respect. I look like shit because I don’t see any point in taking care of myself.
If I died, the only way I’d be discovered is from my neighbors noticing the smell. They probably don’t even know I live in here.