I don’t want to go into great detail and spill my life story. One thing after another goes wrong. But one day, I fell in love. And I was happy. Now, i’ve suffered from depression for years. I cut for years. I’ve been on depression and anxiety meds for years. The past 2 months have been hell. I’m heartbroken. Alone. And I don’t want to feel this anymore. I’m done. I started cutting again. I carve into my skin. In places nobody will see. My hip, mostly. I have nothing to live for. And I just want this to go away. I’ve only been trying to decide whether to take pills or slit my wrists. Maybe both.
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I know what you mean. except I dont cut myself or take pills, I want to be on meds for depression and anxiety but I’m afraid they wont help and I dont wanna pay for them. Heartbroken an lonely are my constant companions, i know that doesnt make any sense.
They only help a little. I’ve stopped taking all my pills in the last couple days because its not like it will help me now. I have nothing. I lost my true love, he doesn’t want me anymore and I cannot handle this pain anymore. I can relate to you
I’ve had 3 true loves and lost them all, I was married for 3 years and I have been divorced for 4 years now, on and on the days go by I have tried everything and nothing to replace that special someone, I should just live alone with a bunch of cats and become “crazy cat Lady”
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Yeah I understand that. You should try anti depressants. They could work very well for you. You never know unless you try. They worked for me for a while. But I have just given up now.
Trying to commit suicide from overdosing/cutting yourself is extremely unreliable. The chances of you dying from that are about 1/40. Not worth waking up a vegetable, maimed or with serious health issues the rest of your life.
I agree that pills and wrist-slitting are very unreliable on their own. You may just end up in the hospital, alive but in even worse pain. This has happened to me a few times, from pills. Take time to think about your plan carefully.
Yes. I ended up in the hospital for a week once with liver and kidney failure; it was excruciatingly painful and the symptoms were something the people around me could not ignore. I endured them for a week before going in. Don’t overdose.
Going off your anti-depressants can be dangerous. In Sep. 2011, I stopped Cymbalta and went completely crazy. I was due to the fact we lost our med. ins. and I tried begging for samples for about 4 months and got tired of that. Had a BIG, BIG fight with my middle (24 yr. old) son and cops were called for all the noise. He moved away that night and I was closer to him than any one else. The things I said will never, never go away, and they were HORRIFIC! It was during the nest 5 – 6 days I nearly died. In Dec. 2011, I dragged our X-Mas tree through the living room and dining room and out on the deck where I threw it over the railing into the yard and forbid it to come back in. (It had the stand and lights on it and I broke enough branches that it could not be used again!!I’m leaning towards no X-mas this year also! DO NOT WANT IT OR CARE!!!!