Hello, My name is Michael Meece and this is my story.
Over the past 15 years, I have tried to end my endless suffering and has failed.Â I believe there is a true reason for that. But I am not sure what it is, yet.
The first time I tried was when I was probably in the 7th grade. I took alot of tylenol and hoped to die. All I did was permanently screw up my liver. I was committed for 3 months in a hospital psychiatric facility for minors.
In 2006, My future fiance broke up with me. I was trully and painfully heartbroken. I took fifteen of the 400mg seroquels and laid down on my bed and waited till I would slip into unconciousness and stop breathing. My mother got to me first.Â I was rushed to the hospital in which my heart gave out several times. They ended up giving me a medicine called Adenosine. This drug stops your heart for no less than 75 seconds and resets it back into normal rythym. I watched the heart monitor as my heart stopped beating. It was truthfully horrifying. I spent 3 days in I.C.U. and was subsquentally released.
Several months ago I tried to kill myself by using my novolog. I have type 2 diabetes. But that failed also.
Now I am a suicide prevention advocate. If anyone wants to talk to me. You can reach me at firstname.lastname@example.org.
Thanks for reading my story