This reminds me of my best friend abbe. She was quiet to everyone, but to me she never shut her mouth and was so much fun to hang out with. I wonder if she felt like this about herself.
Perhaps one day, long time ago many of those word were true of me. Now don’t seem to have any close friends. Still feel worthless, or worse, as if my existence creates pain and worry for others. This pain carries such weight, such fatigue, sorry that others feel similar to me.
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thats how i am
This reminds me of my best friend abbe. She was quiet to everyone, but to me she never shut her mouth and was so much fun to hang out with. I wonder if she felt like this about herself.
Perhaps one day, long time ago many of those word were true of me. Now don’t seem to have any close friends. Still feel worthless, or worse, as if my existence creates pain and worry for others. This pain carries such weight, such fatigue, sorry that others feel similar to me.