No more debate. Helium method is decided. I ordered some stuff from the exit people in australia. it arrived last friday.
i’m so consumed by my doom that nothing else matters.
i know it’s selfish.
i know i’m a horrible person.
i’ve been diagnosing myself for years and gotten prescriptions from doctors. it’s no use. life is for the beautiful. life shouldn’t have this kind of ugly in it.
i just need to order my helium tank and this friday, i’m doing it. i just can’t keep up with life anymore.
i have no help. i shit on everyone. i’m so full of shit even i hate myself. i mean hate. like i want this over now.