I just cannot deal with life anymore. I cannot deal with circumstances and things that I hate so much but cannot change. I cannot stand to look in the mirror at myself, at things that I hate so much but cannot change. Every day is torture for me. I cannot function anymore. I stay in bed all day and have no motivation to get out of bed and face the day. I hate to see the day and the sunshine and know the most people out there are so happy while I am suffering so miserably. I yearn for the life that I used to have, but can no longer enjoy anymore. It’s really just a matter of time before I kill myself. I’m just very scared of death and about where I’ll end up after I end it all. But life is just too unbearable for me right now.
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Dan I a durious of your age and what you are afflidted with oher than major depression> am in no way trying to disway you from your right to die for which I believe we have the right to. If you look down a few posts from yours & clicl on my name will give you some insight to whom I am from my postings, Honestly not all of my afflictions are posted.
Having dealt and cope with suicidal thinking for over 4 decades and done my utmost to improve my condition with a sincere desire with all negitive resuts I to have reached my final decision to make my final exit.
My quetion to you have you done your due diligence to reach a better place. For I to live in a constant state of exhaustion with no cure. Once I get my good pc runing again hopefuly tomorrow Ill able to chat with those who desire n yahoo IM,as this old pc is unble to handle that funtion without proper uprades you can reach me by email by combing DazeRay to 52@yahoo.com ( do this way to try & prevent spamming)
I do relate.
sincerely read my few post from the past four days and I believe you’ll see I am sincere
I am reposting because my respose is currntly pending due to maybe combing the yahoo email they way I did, still learning how things work on this site
Dan I a durious of your age and what you are afflidted with oher than major depression> am in no way trying to disway you from your right to die for which I believe we have the right to. If you look down a few posts from yours & clicl on my name will give you some insight to whom I am from my postings, Honestly not all of my afflictions are posted.
Having dealt and cope with suicidal thinking for over 4 decades and done my utmost to improve my condition with a sincere desire with all negitive resuts I to have reached my final decision to make my final exit.
My quetion to you have you done your due diligence to reach a better place. For I to live in a constant state of exhaustion with no cure. Once I get my good pc runing again hopefuly tomorrow Ill able to chat with those who desire n yahoo IM,as this old pc is unble to handle that funtion without proper uprades you can reach me by email by combing DazeRay to 52 @ yahoo . com ( do this way to try & prevent spamming)
I do relate.
sincerely read my few post from the past four days and I believe you’ll see I am sincere