A few night ago i wanted to kill myself, i fid life so hard at the moment i don’t have anyone to talk to who understands me and i just feel so alone and i’m in so much pain. I thought that cutting would help but it doesn’t yet i continue to do it and i don’t know why. My father left me and my family a few months ago for good he lives in Wales now and i haven’t seen him since November, he had n affair yet he kept swapping his mindover and over making me ad my family more and more confused. My mum was depressed andÂ ihave been for two years. I came on to this website to get hekp and to talk to someone no omtter who you are, i would love to get better because i never went through with taking all the pills i had because of my family, i feel selfsih and doubtfull and i don’t kow what to do anymorei don’t trust anyone and i don’t think i ever will. Please if anyone can help i’d appreciate it.