My sister died couple of years back because of a road accident..I still miss her..sometimes it hits me so hard she is not here that i can’t breathe..my relationship with my parents changed after that..they keep on talking that she was very good and i am so lacking in everything that she had..i feel depressed half the time..i dont even feel like talking to my friends anymore..everything feels useless..i cant even kill myself ..i love my parents..maybe they are disappointed with me..but i love them..if i kill myself i dont know how bad they will take it..I feel trapped..
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Hi
I’m sorry about what happened to your sister. What your parents are doing sounds awful, they need to realise you are not your sister any more than she was you. You are two different people, different personalities, weaknesses and strengths. I’m sorry i don’t know how to help you or have any advice except to show your parents you are just you……tell them how much there constant comparing is hurting you. You are grieving too, its not right.
sit them down and talk to them about it, @outcast’s right, youre not your sister and you never will be. once youve really laid everything out on the table with your parents then be proactive and start to carve your own path through life. my emails lauriejohnson1@hotmail.co.uk just drop me a line if you want and well talk it over in greater detail. you dont have to talk about anything you dont want to nor do you need to hold anything back, i wont judge trust me. either way i hope thisll help.