its my birthday.
why celebrate my life when i hate everything about it? the way i look. the selfish, spoiled, manipulative way i act. i’m in my mid-twenties. i live with my parents. don’t have a degree. i hate my job. my whole source of excitement is lying around watching tv. i’m taking up space. i’m a waste o precious resources. i’ll never make a difference in the world. i’m the most average, invisible person you could ever meet. people ignore me when i talk, i’m always wrong, even when i’m positively right. people would miss me, but there’s no one i would miss. i don’t remember my last real smile. the last time i felt important or useful. the world would be just fine if i wasn’t a part of it.
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Happy birthday scartozzi. I hope the world will give you some peace today. Chin up.
The reason why you feel invisible, – after my guess, will be because you live in such a huge country with many peope. You are not like anybody else. No matter what, you do a difference, you are one of the differences. Because, without you, there is no life. There is nothing. How can you know you don’t do a difference? It is your life, you can do what ever you want to, not bad things, but things YOU like. Listen to some good music, hang with friends, go to the beach more often and enjoy life. People are special in their way. What makes you not special? People may be jealous, because you’re not invisible, you have a deep mind which people will love in the future, when you see your self stronger.
Happy birthday by the way.
happy birthday. forget all your worries today
all the same thoughts on the matter, though my birthday is 24th.