So Sick of This

I feel…

Like I’m losing my mind

Everything is crashing around me

I live in a cloud of exhaustion

I am too tired to care anymore

I am sick of it all

I’m smiling in your face

But all the time I wish you could take my place

People tell me that it’s worth it to fight

But I feel like running

Feel like taking flight

I want to reach out to someone

But who will help a girl like me?

I don’ t really want to be

Anymore

I can sing and I have skills

But I just want someone to kill

Me

I don’t even have the energy to end my own life

So how would I have the energy to endure this strife?