People doubt my abilities. My mind is like a raging spiral of endless possibilities. The best thing about being a dreamer is that pretend time is all the time. My imagination is never ceases to amaze me. How something so small could result in something so epicly mind blowing. Some people have a problem with it, which quite frankly i don’t understand. You tell me to calm down and be normal but if anything I’m not normal. And I’m never gunna conform to the social norm that our society is based upon nowadays just to please your preconceived notions on how you want me to be… (you sent me this and I knew why I loved you. Because you never let anyone bring you down you were my rock. You never let anyone tell you who to be. You had a fuck them attitude and I admired that so much about you. I miss this Anna bring her back soon) 🙂 ….. I just got this text from my cousin. Does that mean she doesnt like the person I am now? I cant control what I’ve become. It just kinda happened. Sorry to be a disappointment.
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Hey Anna I got your email. I love you. <3
I love you too<3
You’re not a disappointment. I used to be a dreamer too but I let all of that go this week. It’s gone. But I guess it’s okay.
How are you?
I’m ok. Really sore. Just got home from a show. This band called run forever played. They’re a punk band. I got a T shirt. The drummer was so dreamy. I got to meet them. They were awesome. I’m laying in bed now. Wearing my t shirt.
Wow you got to meet the band?! I don’t know who they are but you got to meet them. Now that’s sweet! I’m jealous of you. You get to go to concerts while I’m stuck in a boring town.
I’m watching the anime Ergo Proxy right now. My fav. It’s awesome. 🙂
They aren’t really famous. My town puts on shows downtown for local bands and anyone passing through trying to make it in the music world my friends played for the first time they were really good. Maybe one day I’ll take you to one:)
That would be awesome. We’d go and mosh-pit yeah. Along with Brandon, X-Boy, Ky we’d be living without worries for a night. =)
Have you talked to X-Boy? I was wondering how he was doing. Health and all. yup
No he said he can’t be my friend
What? When did he say that?
🙁 Now it feels like it’s my fault.
Anna if you get the chance to speak to him again tell him that I’m sorry for being so damn complicated. Nothing was his fault.