TONIGHT. tonight might finally be the fucking night, the one i have dreamed of and prayed for, for so long, today has been worse and worse x-gf sayin she is prego wit my kid car is fallin apart im broke and the love of my life says she wants a *break* GOD I FUCKING LOVE MY LIFE!!! still deciding though… tree (driving into the tree i want to be buried at) pills knife or rope… such great chocies
hey but w.e i still love her even though i was rite 😀 but if i anit around the site wit in the next 2 days im gone.. so if this is it goodnight ppl and i hope u can last longer than me i wish you all the best of luck
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your so confident even im jealous. Sorry about everything that has happen to you. *bows* whatever makes you happy it must be the right chosed. Im very impress /). (\ like i said sorry *bows again*
thank youim leaning towards the tree or the rope 😀 but weather this happens or not depends on how the next hour or so goes -.-
o- o well im going to drown all my problems and myself away so yea and ish hope next hour becomes decent :c
ahh half of me want its to go good the other half say get in that car now and floor it
and i hope u know its truly wat u want
its always what i want but maybe you should ask yourself that. Is it something that seems right for you? Do you even know where you even go?
i dont care were i go.. anyway were is better than here… and idk i hate myself and wat i am.. but i do know i want this feeling gone and the hurt to go away and i know the only to make that happen and if it dont happen to night (which rite now is 60-40 that i will) then it will happen before i hit 30…
i see. well your not the only one. i feel empty and i hate myself to. everything about me is an mistake. My emotions… I dont even know why i have them Its pointless to say… who cares when i live or die
im gonna try it tonight im gonna tie that rope around the limb if that tree and jump.. i hope
o- o then good luck*bows* as this maybe our last
Good luck..*bows*, i hope you reached a better *world if you did it..
Eveyone will miss you.
If your girlfriend does have a child…don’t commit suicide after he/she’s born…
Are you still with us snowman?
-.- i couldnt do it.. i climbed the tree this morning at around 6am tied the rope to the limb and put the other end around my neck.. but before i did it i did the worst thing i accualy hesitaed and thought about shit >< no matter wat i did i couldnt bring my self to jump.. cause i accually patched it up between me and my gf i found out my x gf's kid anit mine.. -.- but i still wish i would have jumped.. i guess today anit the day but it will come soon 😉
Woahh even tho I don’t know u I read this & I was so worried glad 2 know your alive *hope everything gets better soon 🙂
ty nice to know someone out there cares 🙂 even if they dont know me