I havent been here for a while now. Cause I thought I was better. But I’m not. The reality of it is I’m worse than I was before. It’s just that now I’m ignoring the pain as it’s sucking me in deeper and deeper. Nobody wants to talk to me. I stare at my phone hoping someone will. But they don’t. I more alone than I’ve ever been. I just want it all to end. I can’t take it. I heard a knock upon my door the other day I opened It to find death staring in my face. This is my new favorite song. It’s called the drug in me is you by falling in reverse. You guys should give it a listen.
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people on here will talk to you. i know the feeling, i call my mate and he never picks up, even though we are ment to have plans, if hed just pick up and say we cant now id be happy with that, but just ignoring me is pretty hurtful, but then i do know what hes like. doesn’t change the fact its not a nice thing to do. i like that song too, ronnie from etf new band. should give d.r.u.g.s – mr owl ate my metal worm, thats a good song too
Humans are imperfect creatures, no matter how much we want to believe that we are ‘perfect’. No we aren’t.
Everybody has his/her own problem,
and too often, people only want to be happy, but unfortunately try to ignore all the ‘sad/depressing’ things…they should have instead accepted that being sad & depressed is also a normal part of this life.
But there will be people who’ll truly care for you, not just in happy jolly times.
although they might perhaps be scattered & remains few,
but it’s worth so much, like you’re finding a real gem or diamond in the rough.
And often, you can (and will) find them in the strangest places,
like in this website here (thank you internet), because many here have similar/common problems in life: feeling rejected, depressed, thrown, etc.
Connect with them.
and try to strive to change for better.
I do care about you…You know, I learned this year that the reason I was always so lonely is because I was waiting for people to reach out to me…but when I realized that it was actually okay to start the conversation myself–to send the first text, or to make the initial phone call, or write the first facebook wall post–it did help me, quite a bit. Don’t forget that if you feel like you need somebody, it’s always okay to start the conversation yourself.
hey, welcome back! i like that song too 🙂