I’m not dead.

Wrists. Yes. I will. And I shall succeed. I have to wait for these wounds to heal though. Fresh flesh.

I feel bad. I kinda wrote my suicide letter in an email reply to someonesaveme. I’m a terrible friend

Yea I know. My mom made grape leaves for dinner dint know how to spell the real word for them. But it was good.

It’s all good. Like they say try try and try again.

So good… Hah burgers are good too man!

There was this song that came on not my type of song but there was a line that said funny how after I die people start listening. Or something like that

“If I Die Young”

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She’ll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain’t always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain’t even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I’ve
Never known the lovin’ of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there’s a
Boy here in town who says he’ll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I’ve had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I’ll sell them for a dollar
They’re worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you’re dead how people start listenin’

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ’em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you’re really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls 

Savior. He’ll yeah. Mine were usually you me and everyone we know
“I wanna be uplifting for a change to make you feel a little better like when a nice boy takes you to dinner not just first base beneath your sweater but if it happens enough maybe I’ll learn to trust having skin so tough like an elephant must. My expanding state tends to gravitate…” I could jeep going. My brain is full of lyrics yo

We’re at the tip-top, yeah, we’re not getting any better than this
i’m out of lines, girl, i’m not getting any smoother than this
but could you blame me if i…if i…if i…
took you all for prisoner with just one line, one lie

because i’ll be the preacher to all his converts
“donate now to my rightful cause”
but what good is a quick healing to go?
if the lesson is never learned it’s just like stitches for show

they say the carolina heat
isnt something that keeping a cool head can beat
but don’t discount their winter winds
and all the cold shoulders that the slightest draft lets in
but with empty stomachs and hungry eyes
our only choice was to swallow pride
but i guess you just ate better than the rest

we’re at the ground floor
but our numbers they only get higher from here
it’s not the failure, but the cost of success
is the thing i can’t help but fear

this isn’t righteous
it’s a mid-life crisis
i’m not compelled
you just convinced me to write this
it’s for the greater good
cos i’d rather be great than good

they say the carolina heat
isnt something that keeping a cool head can beat
but don’t discount their winter winds
and all the cold shoulders that the slightest draft lets in
but with empty stomachs and hungry eyes
our only choice was to swallow pride
but i guess you just ate better than the rest

you’re skin was appealing wallpaper
now you’re skin is just peeling wallpaper

they say the carolina heat
isnt something that keeping a cool head can beat
but don’t discount their winter winds
and all the cold shoulders that the slightest draft lets in
but with empty stomachs and hungry eyes
our only choice was to swallow pride
but i guess you just ate better than the rest

The silence keeps it easy
keeps you safe for the moment.
As you’re walking away
your foot steps get louder.
All you needed was time
now time will destroy us.

It will all be over and here we are
we’re stuck inside this salted earth together.
You’ll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.

I gave you everything to die with a smile
all you wanted was to live for a while
you took everything but it left you empty
you can’t replace me, you can’t.

It’s almost over and here we are
we’re stuck inside this salted earth together.
You’ll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.

It will all be over and here we are
we’ll die inside this salted earth together.
You’ll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.

Watch me bleed. 

Escape the fate?… They have a song called the webs we weave

I’m a hostage to my humanity. Dude we listen to the same music. Right on man

The whole anonymous shit