i wish i could just go to sleep and never wake up. i hate failing when trying to commit suicide. tried it with a belt just now but for some reason I wasn’t even suffocating, it just felt like a massive headache and i was breathing regularly. maybe when i get a driver’s license i can buy some sleeping pills or something, i don’t know. i don’t want tonight to end and i don’t want to face tomorrow. school’s such a shitty place.
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ugh I tried the belt too but you can still sorta breath :/ but yeah man school just fuckin sucks I wish I could pull another columbine sometimes ya know?
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
school is tough for alot of people, if talking about it helps i will talk to U about it.