about to go fucking cut my wrist because of some random fucking person i don’t even know. saying i want to kill myself over it would just be way too over fucking dramatic. i’m not on here to fucking lie and pretend i’m suicidal. cause that’s bullshit. and it would be pretty fucking heartless. like a post i read the other day, about someone calling a suicide hotline. and the person she talked to just wrote her off like it was nothing. because she said she was okay. what kind of person that isn’t actually suicidal would call a fucking hotline like that? a fucked up one. no matter what anyone says whether i know them or not, at the end of the day when i’m laying in my bed in the fucking silence, in the fucking dark, the only thought that runs through my head is why i’m still on this fucking planet. every fucking morning that i wake up, i fucking cry becasue i’m still fucking here. and i want to do it so fucking badly i just don’t have the fucking balls. (granted, i am a female). NOBODY has the right to fucking judge me. especially not on a fucking site like this. especially someone who doesn’t know me, nor has ever seen my fucking face. do you feel so shit about your life that you have to go make someone else cut their fucking wrists for you to feel better? ASSHOLE.
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Grow up hun.
yeah. eat me.
Get over your self.
leave me the fuck alone.
No.
then what do you want from me?
I dont think you put up with bullshit? in live? your no victim. Just be youe self. Stop feeling sorry your self.
be myself? i’ve never known who i am. and i’ve always hidden behind a fake smile. nobody ever knew when anything was wrong up until now. because i’ve finally taken all that i can handle.
do you care? No. so i haven’t the slightest idea as to why i am replying to what you say. goodbye.
why so antagonistic donnie? start your own thread if you want to tell the world to kiss off. let LRC have her place to vent.
I’m bord.
piss off. and learn how to spell.
@donniedeath: Until you’ve walked a mile in somebody else’s shoes, you’re not qualified to pass judgement on somebody else’s situation. How the fuck do you know what somebody else is going through if you’re not them? Are your problems more important than other people’s? Are you blessed with an ability to read who is for real and who’s just being whiny?
Dude….unless you are God and have the ability to enter somebody elses brain, you have no idea what sort of turmoil exists in the psyche of a stranger you will never meet.
@LeakyRainCloud: Don’t let others peoples opinions affect you. This planet is filled with assholes. A lot of them happen to have computers. The rest of them just talk (to much). Even ignorant people have a right to free speech.
@MH and lucy4, thanks. and, touche.
They youe word’s?
you seem incompetent when nobody can read what you’re saying.
thief.
If it’s any constellation i’m not suicidal or unhappy with my life. I’d been all over the place and i’m only 19 years old. I’ve seen the good parts and bad parts of life and learned there is nothing good about life. It’s all what you make of it though. We all go through shit but it helps to have someone with you. That’s what this sights for, so people don’t feel so alone.
BE COOL
I was that person who did that post. I can’t really tell if you’re negative towards me or not but it appears that way. Anyway I called the line saying I was okay meaning I haven’t shot myself in the face yet, not “okay” in the sense that I wasn’t suicidal.
I wish you woulda said okay in the sense that you weren’t suicidal. woulda made me feel ten times better. Your still a good person though
🙂
I’m not really a good person, but your optimism somehow moves me 🙂
ohmygod. if that’s what you thought i meant, it wasn’t. i’m sorry.
please your not a good person? I work with people who kill for a living and then go home and laugh with me about it. I can only imagin what you be doin that don’t make you a good person.
I’m just fuckin around please don’t take any of this the wrong way
And thanks i love my optimism too (:
woahhhh holy fuck.. I fell asleep and come back to check things out and I see this. Damn leaky, I am sorry I wasnt here…
I left with you in good spirits… I was shocked when I saw the title of this and that you wrote it. <//3
I knew he was gonna get to you eventually right from the start… The random retarded remarks, not making sense, ect ect. I had a feeling…
This should be a place to come to and vent. Vent about everything.
You say you cry every morning because you are still alive? Well tomorrow I will smile because you are still alive.
Please stay safe and in contact with me
Protoryu@gmail.com
Constellation=an arbitrary configuration of stars, usually named after some object, animal, or mythological beings that they supposedly suggest in outline.
Console= to make feel less sad or disappointed; comfort.
damn way to test my knowledge
you got me, i never read the dictionary. I jus like usin big words to sound smart. way to be an intellectual
I get what you meant. Consolation= consoling or being consoled; comfort; solace. A person or thing that consoles.
I have no desire to continue my furthered existence on a planet where the Rules of the English language are ignored. People just don’t seem to care about proper spelling, articulation, and/or usage of the English Language anymore.
Fuck it. I kwit. no 1 elss kin spell, er evan tryz. Every1 taks lyke theyR texting. lyke we all B retards. Iz that mooving 4werd? Iz evolushun meen weer geetin dummer? Kount me owwt.
I am ashamed to admit I actually understood what you said lucy…
I find that it sounded “romantic” (not in the ‘lovey-dovey’ sense) as “constellation” as if it were supposed to be drawn out in the stars or something. :}
Lewceefo cheq owt aye muuvey kalld “Idiocracy” wi r gettin dummer. I hate seeing all caps facebook statuses with words like “muh” instead of my, gon’ or gone instead of going, and won’t instead of want. I know I’m no english major and this has nothing to do with the topic but it had to be said. Otherwise apparently trolls are amongst us and it is best not to feed them.
LRC try stabbing your wall, that way you can go as hard as you want without damaging yourself, you should see my bedroom now holy shit
The whole thing makes me wish i woulda paid more attention in high school. i feel bad for those teachers who i used to fall asleep on while they were talkin about christopher columbus and 2+2 and i before e except acter c in a w on top of the eiffel tower in middle of june and with your grandmother under the bridge in lincoln park at 3pm except on leap years and birthdays unless theres a party a cake that says happy birthday mom even though its for your dog who licks the bottom of peoples shoes where they walked around in the food court that used to play married with children and the fresh prince of bellair while kids read where the wild things are while building the house some old black guy lives in who used to be part of the crips in south LA and robbed a jewelry store where your father bought the ring that he used to propose to your stepmoms who said no and ran off with the principle form saved by the bell where the lived happily ever after.
I think i learned that in biology class
haha.
@LOL, you actually should have seen my room a few days ago, broken mirror, broken black light, glas shattered everwhere, even on my bed, holes in the walls, and knife gashes in my bed. i took my skateboard (which also gets my anger out in it’s actual purpose) and ruined my fucking room.
made me feel better though. 😀
@LRC haha jesus man, but yeah it really releases stress for me 🙂
Scaring me Katrina! jkkkk
It does release stress!
And don’t be scared. 😛
Oh I use to punch holes in my old hollow closet door. Since it was hollow it would splinter off… I got multiple cuts on my hand doing it but it was worth it. All over girls… Gosh what ladies do to my head -_-
Stuff usually is. I always punch glass or a really hard surface. Over and over. Til my hand hurts so much its shaking.
Mmm. Ladies are bitches. An men are assholes. Usually. Mostly. Sometimes.
Yeah both sexes can be kinda hard to deal with at times.
true that, i just hate when im innocently taking a stroll and i get mothers glaring at me, like im gonna kill them then rape their kid or something, sick of it -_-