Been watching the most horrible videos ever recorded including pain Olympics. Why? Because I’m curious and mentally fucked up. I’ve seen a woman drowning while tied up, it happens for 5 suspenseful fucking minutes. Saw shootouts, a cop shit to death by what looks like a M1A1 Carbine, old World War II era weapon. There’s also the suicide of Ricardo Lopez and other shit. SP administrators, in case I have broken any rules of whom I haven’t read, well sorry just showing what a suicide looks like and imagine the look on your families faces when they see an eyeball strewn across the room along with guts. Or how about finding a body twitching in the bathtub filled with bloody water. A body with bones Protruding through it all. I was ashamed at the videos, and amazed, yet a few seconds later I may smile as though I want to be deemed insane.
View the videos and comment on them. It’s also a pornography site which is annoying but fascinating what you can shove up there… Ugh, and now I’m extremely paranoid thanks to the religious views my family has on the devil consuming evilness and coming towards the wicked or some shit, so that means he’s watching me. And Rogue Shadow whom I used to chat in my head with may as well be the devil yet I’m atheist thanks assholes. (churchgoers and preachers) now I’m paranoid
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I’m not religious so shit like that’s cool wit me. Your not crazy. I find weird shit like that interesting too. Prolly one of the reasons i became a Marine. Death, suicide, rape, all that shit doesn’t bother me too much. Yea it sucks that it happens and no i’d never do any of those things, but i guess the part in my head that’s supposed to say “that’s not cool” is missing. I mean fuck it, it’s a part of life for bad things to happen, it’s how personally we take it that matters. Some people choose to not let it bother them, while others feel it needs to be changed. I’ve seen a lot of bad things and a lot of good things and i can say the experience, whether good or bad, is always worth taking. So jus be cool, remember shit happens, and make the best out of life.
“Be the quiet creator, not the mad destroyer”
If you’re interested in death, there’s nothing wrong with doing a bit of research. As long as you’re not hurting anyone or yourself.
Yeah I’ve been wanting tO become a marine so training my mind somewhat, and hopefully can survive training so yeah but anyways this will hopefully change some people’s minds about suicide.
i used to do something like that but i would read about serial killers. How they become like they are and their murderds and how they get caught and junk. I could tell i was pretty fuck up but i didnt car what anyone thinks of me at all really. That was like a hobby for me.
But when people decide to tell us how they classify us or shit then it gets to me. We hate that… For e ample my mom and uncle keep screaming at me to get a haircut. They want me to look good yes, but allow me to choose, no. I finally shut my mom up by telling her I wanted bangs over my left eye pretty much. Finally some peace and quiet.
That’s one thing i don’t like about being a Marine, you gotta get a haircut every fuckin week and it has to be within regulation. I’ve gotten in trouble so many times for my hair being to long, or my fade being too low. Last weekend i just shaved my head bald.
It’s good your trying to become a Marine. My life used to be miserable as fuck then i enlisted and things have been looking up alot since. Good luck at training for boot camp. Email me if you do decide to enlist, i might be able to help you with some questions and shit i guess.
timcra24@yahoo.com