Useless. that’s all I am, left in the dust while everyone else seems to be heading forward. Getting looks from parents as if they wouldn’t ever want a daughter like me, distress lays inside of me. How should I feel knowing I’m forgotten, and treated differently? People say it’s okay all the time, but I know a true friend would tell you when it isn’t. The only true friend I had barely talks to me anymore considering she moved and found new people. Now I’m left alone, with a bunch of poeple around me that I would never want to be with in my life. People surrounding me, staring at me, eyeing my down as if I’m different looking. maybe I am to them, maybe there is something wrong with me? I seem to think I’m crazy myself, maybe it just runs in the family. My cousin did hang himself inhis garage, and my aunt was in a cult and hung herself in my school back in the 80’s. But is it just me,..?
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i get the same thing too. I hate it :L
Useless? Unlikely, you are articulate for one thing. It is sad to see how crushed you feel know. But we can’t really understand you if you only talk about your emotions. You need to talk about your circumstances. What is happening? If the friendly ear of some faceless ghosts can help you even just a bit rest assured you’ll have it without reservation or judgement.
did you get over it???
and how???