kill me…

  November 1st, 2011 by riiowop

Big mistake.

Her face contorted. “Well, it doesn’t fucking matter, because you’re not going there, anyway.”

I fucking hate her.

I did end up telling my dad. After explaining that it was the best engineering school in the country, he grew excited.

Then my mom talked to him.

I want to fucking kill myself.

I put so much effort into school, so much fucking effort, all for the sake of being able to get the fuck out of this house.

I fucking hate her. I want to fucking kill her.

I am so sick of feeling so trapped. Nothing matters. I have no fucking idea why I thought school would be my way out. It’s not. I’m still going to go to a shitty college in the middle of fucking nowhere with my mother breathing down my neck.

I hate her so fucking much. Oh my gosh. I just wish someone would kill me, everything hurts so much. I just feel so stuck.

I have no one to talk to. No one else would understand. You probably don’t understand.

I just want to fucking die.

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