Or maybe alot..

I could use alot, lol.

I’ve been waiting for others to make a connection, I don’t know anyone to get anything from.

The (other) person has no idea of what my intension is for them.

I wish he would find this stuff.

There are 3 bridges here that are extremely high, ….. I’m afraid of heights, lol. They are looking more and more acceptable.

It would be my luck to stop on the bridge get to jump and freeze untill the cops got there. I’d be too chickenshit to jump.

The idea of falling for 3 seconds would be horrifying, hitting the water would be like hitting concrete at 100mph.