This is going to sound a little crazy, but I just wanted to thank you guys for always being there for me. I wish I could say the same about my real-life friends! Leads me to think that only the good people in the world end up feeling this way.
Well, I really don’t know why, to be honest. I had a major breakdown before – I couldn’t stop crying and I started hyperventilating at one point so I was sat there breathing into a bag, like a moron! I just feel like the old feelings are starting to creep back. I was feeling better, now I’m not so sure. I honestly think that once you get depressed, you can never truly escape it. There’s some parts of it that you can’t get rid of. I just feel like at the minute I’m a financial burden on everyone.
i believe you when you say once you get depressed you’ll never really be able to get rid of it, it just feels like your destined to feel this way forever and no matter what you do you can’t get rid of it, there was a point in my life i had thought i had rid myself of the pain but it’s come back so it is possible to feel better but how much? and how long? who know’s
No, your real life friends are good people as well. It’s just really hard to express such intense things in person… it’s scary for most people… it’s easier to type it out on the internet. Cut your friends some slack, huh?
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your not alone…
Thanks, I really appreciate it! Especially tonight. I feel strangely… empty tonight.
oh i’m sorry… in here if you want to talk
Well, I really don’t know why, to be honest. I had a major breakdown before – I couldn’t stop crying and I started hyperventilating at one point so I was sat there breathing into a bag, like a moron! I just feel like the old feelings are starting to creep back. I was feeling better, now I’m not so sure. I honestly think that once you get depressed, you can never truly escape it. There’s some parts of it that you can’t get rid of. I just feel like at the minute I’m a financial burden on everyone.
i believe you when you say once you get depressed you’ll never really be able to get rid of it, it just feels like your destined to feel this way forever and no matter what you do you can’t get rid of it, there was a point in my life i had thought i had rid myself of the pain but it’s come back so it is possible to feel better but how much? and how long? who know’s
No, your real life friends are good people as well. It’s just really hard to express such intense things in person… it’s scary for most people… it’s easier to type it out on the internet. Cut your friends some slack, huh?