I love to learn. I am constantly learning new things all the time. I mean I research, study, investigate etc. When I want to die I always think “I won’t be able to learn anymore” and that makes me sad. But often this is not enough to make me want to stick around.
My lover and my friend. My lover cause I cant leave him in tears knowing that I have off myself. My friend cause he is slso suicidal and we both made a promise to not kill ourselves.
My sister, my best friend and my cat are the only things stopping me so far. I can’t live for other people though when I can’t live for myself. I’ve got no other reasons not to do it, I’m just anxious.
This has no relavence to this topic other than this was my only thought whilst reading this: i love you all so much, as siblings and all i want to do is hold each one of you individually and just tell its going to be okay. It will be, theres just this shit here first, youll see
My books and my secret spot.
Things that are calm and simple.
The different people I have met.
My dog that I call my baby.
My dad.
My friends that have a lot of troubles, but I still love them.
The curiousity I still have about things.
The idea of whether there is heaven, I think I should calculate whether or not there is. I hope so. I’d like to hope everyone would go there and be happy.
Arguing about different views.. getting into silly fights with my friends and then laughing at how stupid we were being.
Video games, so I can fight dragons.
Nerds. I love nerds. (As in people C:)
Chocolate makes me happy, but makes me sick, too. Its so good..
Tea.
Cartoons, learning about other cultures..
Having to say American Football when I talk to people from different countries..
Silly things like that.
My dogs who love me unconditionally my husband who is trying to understand me my sister for never giving up on meand you guys who is can share and listen and relate to so much cj fame isnt everything but you can be our star!!!!
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My Dogs – they are the ONLY thing that keeps me from “pulling the trigger”
Drawing.
It’s the only way for me to express how I feel, but in a way that no one would know. If keeps me calm at the worst of times.
I love to learn. I am constantly learning new things all the time. I mean I research, study, investigate etc. When I want to die I always think “I won’t be able to learn anymore” and that makes me sad. But often this is not enough to make me want to stick around.
My lover and my friend. My lover cause I cant leave him in tears knowing that I have off myself. My friend cause he is slso suicidal and we both made a promise to not kill ourselves.
Strangely enough besides owning people in video games, cooking. Oh and my dearest friend pain :3
My sister, my best friend and my cat are the only things stopping me so far. I can’t live for other people though when I can’t live for myself. I’ve got no other reasons not to do it, I’m just anxious.
I’m unhappy cos my brain is fried and needs to be killed
This has no relavence to this topic other than this was my only thought whilst reading this: i love you all so much, as siblings and all i want to do is hold each one of you individually and just tell its going to be okay. It will be, theres just this shit here first, youll see
My books and my secret spot.
Things that are calm and simple.
The different people I have met.
My dog that I call my baby.
My dad.
My friends that have a lot of troubles, but I still love them.
The curiousity I still have about things.
The idea of whether there is heaven, I think I should calculate whether or not there is. I hope so. I’d like to hope everyone would go there and be happy.
Arguing about different views.. getting into silly fights with my friends and then laughing at how stupid we were being.
Video games, so I can fight dragons.
Nerds. I love nerds. (As in people C:)
Chocolate makes me happy, but makes me sick, too. Its so good..
Tea.
Cartoons, learning about other cultures..
Having to say American Football when I talk to people from different countries..
Silly things like that.
The source of my happiness used to be my fame, and reputation…. Now, I don’t care about it. I have found meaning in my life.
My dogs who love me unconditionally my husband who is trying to understand me my sister for never giving up on meand you guys who is can share and listen and relate to so much cj fame isnt everything but you can be our star!!!!
wow, thanks molly. Your words touched my heart =)