one of my best friends loves me so much, and she knows about my depression history, and my scars and everything, but she thinks im all better now. she calls me almost every day and i talk with her often. she’s a christian and i think im steering away from christianity. she is so nice and i love her but everyone around me brays at me and everyone is so vitriolic and abusive. i will be attempting suicide tonight though. i feel terrible most of all to my new best friend and i know im so selfish for this, but when you’re in this muc pain, you would do anything to get out of life.
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whats ur plan
You can’t. You have just given me the word vitriolic which I intend to re-use at some point tomorrow. I will give you two more in exchange malevolent and avaricious.
Sigh. Pain sucks. Feel free to elaborate
onec again, i tried pills but ended up vomitting most of them last night, then my stomach murdered me throughout school today:/
Pills are so bad… not worth it. They are rarely lethal.
Are there any reasons for your depression? Or is it just there?
It doesn’t sound like your friend really thinks you’re ok if she’s calling you every day she’s probably still a bit worried. You’re lucky though, she cares a lot.
well i think its mostly my dad and aunt, they’re both assholes and i kind of hate them. and my sister too. and there’s just that empty feeling inside me that no one cares for me or wants me so it doesnt matter if i die or not