So my brother threatened me again today. He bullies me all day and today he threatened that he will hit me.
I know this is not as bad as other peoples issues but this is my life and i can’t stand much more of his abuse.
My mum pretends that nothing is going on. I have already started cutting again within 24hours of seeing him. I promised i would stop. But i just can’t keep that promise when he is around.
And you know what the sad thing is….. tonights spat was set off by the slightest thing. The internet.
I hope he does hit me, just so i can call the police.
I can’t control my emotions, that’s why i cut. I wish i could just go away. Forever.
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I understand. Im not at this place bc of bullying but i know how it feels to want to go so desperately. i feel the fire and desire. im not sure if im the right person to talk to u but u will be fine. u sound so young. soon u will embark on ur own journey and the only bully will be the decisions u make for urself. fight back! u dnt have to physically fight, but if ur mom wont help u, call the police. dont allow ur brother to imprison ur soul. he is mortal and he too will have his day. dont give up; i have compassion for ur situation
hey solace !
listen every1 has this problem …i have a younger brother ..he troubles me like hell ..n my parents think that i’m the reason behind these fights everytime cos he behaves very innocent n descent …ahh! !!! sometimes you have to be brave n bold so that your parents should listen … dis can’t continue forever!!
How big is he, how much younger are you? Younger brother, sister?
Weak people feel the need to bully because they’ve got something eating away at them inside and the only way they can deal with it is to act out on someone. Truly, strong and decent people do not purposely and hurtfully bully others…if you were playing around that’s one thing…but if you’re getting hurt that’s another story. Good luck!
He doesn’t just play around, it’s not like its a natural sibling fighting sort of thing. He relentlessly abuses me. Then when i fight back my mum always yells at me. I get it though. She won’t yell at him ’cause he will hit her, whereas i won’t. He’s older than me, but i have always looked after him. He’s turning 21 and im turning 20 this year. So it’s not like we’re kids or anything. He’s old enough to understand what he’s doing.