I’m scared I’m going to lose the only thing that I love. The only thing I live for..
It’s like she’s slipping away and I can’t stop her from leaving me. I had a major freak out last night and cried till my lungs hurt. I can’t live like this knowing that my best friend/girlfriend  can just leave me alone and hurt at any time. I know she’s going to hurt me in the end. It’s sick. I’m sick.
All I want to do is die before she or anyone else can hurt me.
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i feel the same way… maybe tell her how you feel? I’m planning on doing that tonight with the guy that i can’t live without… if you ever need someone to talk to, email me..
I’ve also lost a lot of things that I love. I understand what you’re going through. It’s very difficult to feel like you are losing everything you love and everyone that cares about you. However, all of us here at the Suicide Project care about you. None of us want you to have to go through this and hurt yourself. You are a strong person. You can get through this. You are a fighter. Face your fears. Maybe you can talk to your girlfriend and tell her how you’re feeling. That always made me feel better. If you wanna talk, feel free to message me at farmerstrong13@hotmail.com. It would truly be a privilege to talk to a person who is as strong as you are.
If you want to chat then email me, my email should come up in comments…. <3