I think about suicide quite often these days. I am waiting that irresistible wave that finally will sweep me to this inevitable moment of madness. A moment that past and future will disappear. Only the body between other side and now ,to be destroyed. Moment of crystal clear intentions of living in permanence instead of constant agony of trying to catch it. Such a delusion! No wonder most of us choose to live when we turn that corner of no return.
Why would anybody creates such a tempting site so I can actually sit and contemplate my demise? And more importantly who takes her/his time to read this?
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I don’t know who created this site but I know that there is at least one person that reads the posts – me. I may not always comment (often times I don’t know what to say that might possibly help and I don’t want to hurt so I keep quiet) but I do read them.
Its someones project i think we are the lab rats na i reacon that someone wanted to see what would happen…what has happened is we have all started to talk to each other and try and make you feel that you are not alone when there is no one else we are all here commenting -or not but reading through the pain and struggle and strain tension and pain reaching out to each other not judging or being rude or nasty or ignorant or mean but just sharing the feelings with what got you me them here.know this you are not alone we are all tempted by some idea ,reason ,way , but for a time if it gets you through we are here….hope that answers your question
Dear I’m Fine, thank you for your to the point response of my questions. I appreciate your sensitivity and responsible attitude. It was very refreshing and kind of you.