The one thing I want more is my own death. I am getting pretty tired of my life right now. My family. My friends. Everything. I have no life. So whats the point of stay here. I will never get better. If I get help I still wont get better. Really I could never channge my mind. I feel like crying but tears wont get me any further in life. I know everything I do wont get me far in life. The one thing that is holding me back is Andre. If I wasnt dating him I would had ended my life. Why cannt he do better? Why am I with someone so great that treats me right. Really… I know I cant go far in life. I know I couldnt possibly get much done. Im lazy, worthless, ungrateful, pathetic, and never will appericate the finer things in life or life.
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I highly disagree even though I may not know you I believe we all have a wonderful purpose in this world, but true, life can get VERY HARD to live it..you are not alone.
you and andre should find something productive to do together, a hobby both of you can enjoy, like…. getting down on the electric piano and making some cool tunes, what do you think? good to see you around though ^^