everyday i think of shooting myself in the head. not as a bad thing. no it would be amazing. but one thought keeps me from doing it… what if hell was being born again? I cant go through all of this again that would be my hell.
Hell is being removed from God’s light, so if you think you’re lonely and depressed now, just imagine. I don’t think the Big Guy would do that to you though. you’re only judgement will be for what’s in your heart at the moment. if you have a dark soul you might not make it. if you’re a good hearted soul you’ll have no worries. perhaps you could try asking the Big guy upstairs yourself.
I’ve had that thought (the one about hell I mean). I’ve wondered if, perhaps, I hadn’t already killed myself and this is my punishment – to relive my life over and over again until I get it right. No way to know, unfortunately.
When I was still under certain thinking processes in my preteens I feared that as well.
Now that those no longer have a hold on me my only fear of dying is that they will find certain cures to certain things the day after I die.
Hell is being faced with problems all around you (real or perceived), but then believing you cant do anything aout them and so accepting them.
Off course, some would say that would be falling for the devil’s oldest trick, that you are helpless, when in reality better options exist, even if you havent yet found them…..
Best to be motivated by love and believe in that. When we make decisions from that place whatever anyone has said about anything, falls away because you only give power to deciding you will act and think only out of unconditional love for yourself. Love and light is all that truly exists. Think about it…when you have doubt in you and believe in what someone has said about what might happen…how does that make you feel? Crappy I would say, so go in the opposite direction…We re emerge into pure positive energy, so if this is our destination after physical life, it behooves us to cultivate it now! This is part of what we are to learn about being here.
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Hell is being removed from God’s light, so if you think you’re lonely and depressed now, just imagine. I don’t think the Big Guy would do that to you though. you’re only judgement will be for what’s in your heart at the moment. if you have a dark soul you might not make it. if you’re a good hearted soul you’ll have no worries. perhaps you could try asking the Big guy upstairs yourself.
I’ve had that thought (the one about hell I mean). I’ve wondered if, perhaps, I hadn’t already killed myself and this is my punishment – to relive my life over and over again until I get it right. No way to know, unfortunately.
it’s written somewhere that in the end of days, some will seek death but will not find it. hmmm
When I was still under certain thinking processes in my preteens I feared that as well.
Now that those no longer have a hold on me my only fear of dying is that they will find certain cures to certain things the day after I die.
Hell is being faced with problems all around you (real or perceived), but then believing you cant do anything aout them and so accepting them.
Off course, some would say that would be falling for the devil’s oldest trick, that you are helpless, when in reality better options exist, even if you havent yet found them…..
Best to be motivated by love and believe in that. When we make decisions from that place whatever anyone has said about anything, falls away because you only give power to deciding you will act and think only out of unconditional love for yourself. Love and light is all that truly exists. Think about it…when you have doubt in you and believe in what someone has said about what might happen…how does that make you feel? Crappy I would say, so go in the opposite direction…We re emerge into pure positive energy, so if this is our destination after physical life, it behooves us to cultivate it now! This is part of what we are to learn about being here.