hi
i’m 15 and feeling suicidal. i have felt like this for the last 2 years, things have being getting worse every day and this is wrecking my head. i’m so sad and i no there is teenagers and adults in the world that have much worse lives than i have. i hate going to school going anywhere in public, i’ve lost so many friends in school over this because i guess i’ve changed, i just want to die but the only thing is stopping me is my family especially my mum i don’t want to hurt her. Life is really not easy especially feeling this way, i no i’m not the only person feeling like this as i can see all the stories on this website. I just really want to die , every day i can’t stop thinking about this and it’s like it’s just eating away at me, i keep thinking like this every day and don’t no what to do, i just wanna die so badly and end everything, i have no proper friends and lifes a struggle every single day. This will never end it feels like that anyway.. i wear a mask at school every day nobody knows who i really am. As i said the only thing stopping me from ending my life is my family , i don’t no what to do, if i could go back 2 years ago and no i would feel like this now i would have enjoyed every moment of my happy life.
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my advice is that you have to pin point where and why its making you feel like this. and i know its hard but you have to try and forget the emotions and feelings you have towards ending it all. find that something that makes u happy and go and do it everyday and it will make u feel better. it will take time but trust me it will make u feel better, just channel ur emotions you have for suicide into something that is fun and u like doing!!!!!!!! ending your life is just an easy option. try and get through it and it will make u stronger, like i said channel ur emotions into positive activities something that makes u feel like wow ive made a difference or something that you enjoy doing hope this helps
i agree with what “geordie89” is saying about pin pointing what really is wrong. though i dont know what you are going through in life, i really hope it will get better. your family of course really loves you, and they would be so lost without you in their life. i hope you soon will find something in your life that will help you get through these hard times. all those friends who left were never real friends in the first place. im sure you are a really nice person, and you will find those real friends who will stay by your side through everything! take care, and if you want you can e-mail me at danielle16yeah@gmail.com if you just want to talk.
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text me or call me. Not about suicide. About U and your mask. I love u. I truly do. I want to know U behind the mask. I wear a mask to, but only as a metaphor that I can take off.
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Thank you for all your kind comments
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