No not at the self harming but what happens if i die. I’m always afraid i might regret it after it’s already been done. I’m afraid i’m going to hurt people but then again, i don’t think anyone cares. I try my best to get rid of these horrible thoughts but at the end of the day i always realized it’s going to flood my mind and i’m afraid that one of these days i might actually do it. Sorry if it’s not a story but i just felt the need to get that out.
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Go easy on yourself…take it easy, it’s okay. Truth is you can not die. Your consciousness will continue on as you survive physical death, but there is a birth into non physical life. Know that the only thing that exists which is hard to experience here, but all that truly exists is unconditional love and light..rest in that knowing. Wrestle with it if you want. But I’d encourage you to let it in as it may sooth some of the hurt you have goin’ on. Take care.