His voice is still ringing in my head. I lost the most amazing person on febuary 6, 2011. he told me to never give up, but i cant do it anymore. i need to see him one last time, and tell him i love him. i just want to see his smiling face, and hearing him knock on my window on late summer nights wanting to go riding, and sitting in his truck singing taylor swift songs wearing cut offs and teeshirts. i miss him so much.
losing him was the worst thing ever. Getting the call in class and hearing he put a gun in his mouth and pulling the trigger, i couldnt even get out of car at the funeral. i just didnt want to believe he’s gone, he was my everything, he was the reason i was never home in the summer, he saved me from so many abusive situations at home because he was just a phone call, and now i cant ever see him again….
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2 yrs ago my crush commited sucide. He was smart funny and very kind. he would lisren to my stories and i even told him abut my sucuidal thoughts, but he never told me his. I had no idea that he was in pain untill i cam to school and found out he hung himself. He was my best friend my shining light in a dark tunnel. Im still getting though it, notice i said though not OVER it because u cant u can NEVER get used to it or over it. But hes with me, i know he is, hes standing in my corner even if hes not living. I want to see him again so much but then i think of all the things that himwill never do. Get married, visit England see a Raiders game(something he always wanted to do) and just LIVE. Hang in there the pain will fade, it will take awhile and it mau never really be completly gone but u will get though this.