I can’t face these people of the day
They don’t like me, but that’s okay.
I’ll go to my sanctuary where nothing is as hard as it may seem.
I’ll go to sleep and get lost in a dream.
I’m in a castle. It’s decorated in gold.
I am surrounded by friends, both young and old.
I go to the garden, where the beauty is endless.
The sights are lovely, the feeling is priceless.
I am at peace as my heart erupts
I feel at home, that is, until I wake up.
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I am the bad one,
that will turn yore dream in to a nightmare…
I’m the creep, in the shadows hiding FREAK!
that will make you jump out of flesh and scream…
Run, run…
Little rabbit run…
Run, run…
With a torn of face…
Run run…
To the castle gates…
Run run…
Cos the bad one is wright behind you…
I don’t think you are depressed. You just seem like another person who wants to kick some one when they are down. I pity you.
That is me way of fighting that, whatever…
You see, nobody will ever gonna care for me, won’t cry for me or anything else…
So… Just like they did to me. I put me pain on others and watch them suffer…
It helps…
@ Ragdoll =What if you tried “killing them with kindness” instead? Do you think people might warm up to you then?
Kindness?
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS KINDNESS! ENTIRE HUMAN NATURE IS TO FEED BY KILLING… Taking life of innocents… Putting them in cages and torturing them…
That is the ONLY way of living… Good people are stupid and they suffer for it…
@orchid Ragdoll is actually a big softy,,, he’s just depressed (like all of us) … and the way he deals with that is by putting on a chicken suit and being loud and abnoxious.
Personally i like @Ragdoll THE SOMETHING … he’s entertaining and cool 😉
Thanks a lot, you just put me in that place again…
You know what is feels like to stuck in a cage and cant move? All i ever do is yell to me self to SHUT THE F UP And GET THE F UP, but i can’t… I CAN”T GET UP OR RUN AWAY…
Are you all happy now? i’m broken…
Why did i born weak? Why did i ever existed….
YOU WHANT ME TO GO AWAY FINE I’LL GO AWAY. ALL YOU CAN DO IS DIE, WHAT DO I CARE…
You asked earlier what the cure for depression was. I don’t know the answer for sure, but I suspect that getting rid of hatred & self loathing would be a good start.
Have you ever heard of the mirror effect? It’s when people treat us the same way that we’ve treated them. It doesn’t work that way 100% of the time, but if you’re willing to at least try being nice to others, you might be surprised when others react to you in a similar manner.
@orchid92; Sorry if I’m hijacking your post, this will be my last off topic entry here. I liked your poetry, btw.
It’s your attitude bros…no criticism…it begins and ends with you. I don’t focus on torturous nonsense. I do my best to feel good. But if you believe whatever it is…then it’s true. No one will persuade you out of your attitude unless you want to change your perspective about yourself. Your worth tons…tons! It’s a matter of you feeling good about that truth. It’s all about belief. If you wanted to believe you could feel better, why not follow up with a thought that supports you in that endeavour…otherwise you have a want and then saying you don’t deserve what you want…I practice wanting, and following it up with a positive belief that it will be…actually it already is…makes no sense but you do it anyway…this is what children do all the time. They know the world is their oyster.
Worth a go I would say, as are you worth it. Cheers!
I just escape by listening to music. At the moment I’m listening to the kooks, macabees, tubelord, foals, strokes, dutch uncles and bands you’ve probably never heard of.