What am I afraid of?
I guess the feeling that I am completely alone and that there was nobody to help me. In that moment, I felt all the other times in my life when I had been left alone and in pain. It felt like a knife was jabbing into an open wound on my chest. I could barely breathe, My sadness was so deep that it blinded me to any other realities. My biggest fear has surfaced. I believed that I would be stuck forever in the empty, painful feeling of my loneliness.
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Hi just want to let you know that i have been there, i know the feeling of being lost, my husband of 30 years left me for a younger woman…it is very painful, your unable to cope with life, but honestly people told me “time will heal” but when, when will this feeling go away…yes it does, in time it will, he was my childhood sweetheart met him when i was only 14, he was my first and only love, after our separation he always came back home and i forgave him…then he would leave again. this went on for a while and then he was gone…never had time to say goodbye, he was killed on Father’s Day 2011 in a motor vehicle accident; but life goes on, i learned that the world does not stop for your greiving…from experience live life to the fullest, keep POSITIVE and BREATH…yes Breath…life will get better and brighter…i promise, as long as you let…take care
Hello,
please do not think yourself as being alone. Please think of it as another chance. Not to find someone new as I know it is difficult just to move on with another person. Because we cannot let go of that one person who got away. I believe it is very hard for you as she was/is your other half. This end might be a new beginning for you. Set your priorites, go travel somewhere nice, find some time do discover yourself. You need to find some way ti fight this loneliness. I understand this will not be easy, but at least you can say to yourself that you have tried.
Believe me, being happy is the best thing you can do at this time, difficult as it may be. I notice that you have used past tense, does that mean that you have managed to deal with the pain or….
I am sorry if I have not been comforting…but I am trying to….
If you ever feel the need to talk please write to me. I will write back for sure.