I’m going to do it, tonight I’m going to commit suicide. By the time anybody finds me it’ll be too late to save me. I just want to end all of this. I woke up this morning and cursed myself for not doing it last night and the only thing that got me through today was the thought that tomorrow I’ll be gone so it doesn’t matter what happens today. I feel guilty that I’m going to hurt my parents and the fact that I know that my mom’s going to be the one who finds me makes everything worse but I have to do this. I’ve been struggling to live for far too long now. I have 9 hours left. I’ll probably post some more things here before then
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Hey Kate,
I can’t tell you what to do. I don’t know your personal life, or what your going through. I can’t even promise that things will get better. All I know is that drat is permanent. When you’re dead, you won’t be able to change anything, talk to anyone, etc. I want you to make sure this is what you want to do before you go through with it. You could always go to a hospital or an E.R. To make sure you’re safe. I want you to find peace and I want you to be happy. No matter what you think, people do care about you. I’m going to a hospital today. I’m not sure of they’ll allow me to use the computer, but if they do maybe we could talk? My e-mail is Alisa_Apple@ymail.com. I’ll listen to what you have to say, and I won’t judge you for anything. I’ll try to help you anyway I can. Take care.
Hi Kate… What’s going on? Is there something you’d like to talk about? Don’t give up… This isn’t the answer.
Talk to us please.