Just recently in January on the 14th, my BFF committed suicide. She was basically the only one I had to keep me thinking positive and always knew something was wrong. I miss her hugs, her laugh, her boston accent even though we don’t live in Mass.
Me and her were both “depressed”, going through hard times in both of our lives. Except, the only thing that was holding her down was her sexuality and Bipolar disorder. I was being bullied and heart broken almost every day.
She was a cutter and harm, I was a screamer and a crier. Still am.
If only she was still here, everything would still be okay.
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I’m sorry for your loss… I’ve lost several friends to suicide. It is devastating. I hope that you are getting some help. Whatever situations you have in your life can be resolved. I hope your days get better. Don’t give up.
I lost a friend to suicide too, there r really no words to describe it, but hang in there( i know sorry not amazing advice) u will never stop missing that person but it will get easier to breathe without them there, the pain wont disapper but slowly fade, not all the way but enough for u to be able to go on with life without being crushed with grief avery second…i dont know if this helps but i wish u the best:)