I actually kind of enjoyed school today. Â Studying with classmates– I could almost pretend I had friends. Â And being playfully teased by a cute girl? Â I think I actually blushed.
But then I go home and the reality that I don’t really have any friends is inescapable. Â And I’m sure I’m too crazy for any girl to like me.
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why do you think no one would like you? girls don’t usually tease people or flirt unless we at least like someone enough to be friends. you sound really nice. and don’t worry about the blushing. when i was in school,if a boy blushed when i was talking to him,I would think he was really cute. trust me.:) i bet she did too.
I definetly agree trust me girls love when guys blush. I think its very cute and remeber just because some girls can act stuck up and mean for every ten of them theres one sweet girl probably thinking the same way you are. Putting yourself out there is a big step but who knows something great might come out of it. I guess thats the biggest thing for all of us to remember putting ourselves out there may not be easy but it might be what we need. Dont give up you seem very nice and I bet you could make friends that would love to have you around.
I’ve just been depressed for so long, I feel like my personality has faded away. I’m just so apathetic and irritable these days.
Also, I’m a girl. And I’m sure the teasing was purely friendly.
sorry i misunderstood.it sounds like they were including you though.maybe they want to be friends. i know what you mean about feeling just…blah though. it does feel impossible almost to be happy and upbeat when you just don’t feel that way. but it sounds like you had a good day today right? maybe tomorrow will be the same.
Why don’t you think you have any friends? You have classmates who can work together… my experience of school is that if kids don’t like someone, they’re not shy about telling you. So they probably do like you. And that girl likes you too. Maybe the problem is not that you don’t have people willing to be friends with you, maybe the problem is that you are afraid of being a friend to someone else.