Hi I’m new.

A few years ago, i was in a dark place. I started to self harm when i was in 5th grade. I stopped in 6th. Im in 10th grade now. I promised myself i would never do it again because it just left scars. But now everything is falling apart. I cry every night. I look at my wrists and tell myself no. I cut my wrist today. I felt somewhat better. i have alot to say but i cant say it all at once so i will come back to this site to share my whole story. This is the first i have ever told anybody. I’m scared and lonely. I can’t wear that fake smile anymore. I’m not strong enough anymore. I’m giving up. I’m tired of this.