Well it looks like I finally crossed the line. Â My doctor got photos of my leg. Â It’s in pretty bad shape. Â They’re sending me to the hospital. Â Those of you who know me know I find this to be a huge mistake of a decision. Â I hope you guys can talk to me for a bit because i won’t be on for at least a week. Â i keep cutting and cutting because I know they are taking it all away from me soon. Â i wish i had pills and could just get out of here. Â my mom is going to be so mad. Â I don’t want to see her or hear her or talk to her because I know she’ll just be mad at me, and disappointed, and I can’t stand it.
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Hey Spark, I’m sorry to hear that you’re being forced to go to the hospital. However, it might be good for you in the long run. If you’d like, you can email me at farmerstrong13@hotmail.com. I’ve cut before, my wrists and shins. I know it sucks. Feel free to email me. Best of luck.
hey.:) i’m so sorry your going through this. i was really afraid of how my dad would react when i finally asked for help with my eating disorder,but he surprised me by being completely supportive. He usually has a terrible temper,so i was really surprised. i think people who love us can react badly when we are going through something difficult because they are afraid. your mom loves you,k? i don’t think she’s disappointed,sometimes it’s hard for our parents to understand though,so they react negatively. we’re ll here for you. youre in my prayers.
Hi sparkeyes… I hope you get the assistance and resources that you need. Reaching out is a good idea… The providers and care-givers will work in your best interest. I’m praying for you.