I don’t know how to explain my self. WHO AM I.
Im seeing a new therapist today and im extremely anxious.
I don’t even know what to say to her.
AM I SIMPLE OR AM I COMPLICATED
I don’t know where to start.
I don’t want to have miscommunication and misunderstanding
I am scared of myself.
I am scared of finding myself. Who I truly am.
I don’t know how to introduce myself like how do I define myself if I can’t think clearly, if I don’t have much going for me, if I don’t have real friends if I do not have many strengths, or interests. I bad at just about everything, I only have a few useless talents.
I don’t know what I want.
I don’t even know what my real issue is.
No one really understands.
I dont understand
They say its social anxiety but that is not specific enough.
It’s more of anxiety with who I am and what people whom I KNOW perceive me as.
I don’t like talking. Let alone about my personal issues with a total stranger.
Till their in my shoes, they cant judge me though eh
If only they knew.
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I can relate! At least we’re not alone in this! I think I’m going to take hope in that! Thank you for putting my thoughts on paper! You have a talent! You can write!! That isn’t useless! We can practice on here, and maybe someday, somebody will read our books and finally understand.