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i’m gonna do it.

by elegance

i’ve been thinking about this for a really long time..
and i think i’m finally gonna go through with it.

it’s about time, i’m ready.

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deathbybutterfly2009 3/9/2012 - 8:22 pm

Elegance, I don’t know you, but I feel like you all the time. At least maybe how I perceived your letter; that you’ve just excepted that shit is always going to be the same and no matter what you do it will stay the same because you’ve already lived through the bullshit multiple times.

I’ve seen those never ending days and have pushed past them. I’ve had to push past this many times ; each time it occured I would think I was weaker, as I was going through it, but slowly I gained strength and realized the truth was that I gained strength each time.

By the way, anyone that choses the name elagance should not harm themselves because the world needs more of it!

Accidia 3/9/2012 - 9:07 pm

Hi Elegance, I hope its not too late, but I’d like to hear your story before you can no longer tell it. Once you make that decision you can never go back…right now my writing is just bout all that’s been keeping me moving forward…maybe you have that one thing or maybe you can find that one thing again…

elegance 3/11/2012 - 5:03 am

Hi, you said you wanted to know my story? http://ele-ga-nce.tumblr.com/mystory
there we are.
plus alot of insecurities, and minus the getting better bullshit. Yes, I’m still here, but not for much longer.

Duke of Marmalade 3/9/2012 - 9:27 pm

Elegance, you may have given it thought, but unless you have tried every form of help, treatment or advice how can you be satisfied that you are on the right path because they don’t all lead nowhere.

elegance 3/11/2012 - 5:04 am

I’ve tried everything. Therapy, depression pills, everything. Nothing’s changed, nothing’s gotten better.
I honestly believe this is my destiny.

conrad 3/10/2012 - 1:28 am

Good for you! I wish you the best. If you wake up I want you to know that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of good luck, because it forces you to reevaluate things, opening new doors to opportunities and information you would have otherwise overlooked. If you fail (no problem!), get back up and try again.

molly woppit 3/11/2012 - 5:14 am

As my shrink has said”hang on to hope” I almost laughed I was actually planning to off myself after I saw him but I didn’t I got through it and so can you keep trying it’s all we can all do is to keep trying and listening to each other.I’m glad you are here stick around and chat it might help..

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