Generali’m gonna do it. by elegance 3/9/2012 written by elegance 3/9/2012i’ve been thinking about this for a really long time.. and i think i’m finally gonna go through with it.it’s about time, i’m ready. DeathPillsSelf Harmself-hateSucide 7 comments 0EmailRelated postsIm gonna be sick. 5/30/2020Want Not To Feel This Anymore 5/30/2020 5/29/2020 Better Help Not Helping. Hahaha 5/29/2020Let me go! 5/29/2020 5/29/2020 5/29/2020White rose 5/29/2020 5/29/2020“This Is Me” 5/29/20207 comments deathbybutterfly2009 3/9/2012 - 8:22 pmElegance, I don’t know you, but I feel like you all the time. At least maybe how I perceived your letter; that you’ve just excepted that shit is always going to be the same and no matter what you do it will stay the same because you’ve already lived through the bullshit multiple times.I’ve seen those never ending days and have pushed past them. I’ve had to push past this many times ; each time it occured I would think I was weaker, as I was going through it, but slowly I gained strength and realized the truth was that I gained strength each time.By the way, anyone that choses the name elagance should not harm themselves because the world needs more of it! Log in to Reply Accidia 3/9/2012 - 9:07 pmHi Elegance, I hope its not too late, but I’d like to hear your story before you can no longer tell it. Once you make that decision you can never go back…right now my writing is just bout all that’s been keeping me moving forward…maybe you have that one thing or maybe you can find that one thing again… Log in to Reply elegance 3/11/2012 - 5:03 amHi, you said you wanted to know my story? http://ele-ga-nce.tumblr.com/mystory there we are. plus alot of insecurities, and minus the getting better bullshit. Yes, I’m still here, but not for much longer. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/9/2012 - 9:27 pmElegance, you may have given it thought, but unless you have tried every form of help, treatment or advice how can you be satisfied that you are on the right path because they don’t all lead nowhere. Log in to Reply elegance 3/11/2012 - 5:04 amI’ve tried everything. Therapy, depression pills, everything. Nothing’s changed, nothing’s gotten better. I honestly believe this is my destiny. Log in to Reply conrad 3/10/2012 - 1:28 amGood for you! I wish you the best. If you wake up I want you to know that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of good luck, because it forces you to reevaluate things, opening new doors to opportunities and information you would have otherwise overlooked. If you fail (no problem!), get back up and try again. Log in to Reply molly woppit 3/11/2012 - 5:14 amAs my shrink has said”hang on to hope” I almost laughed I was actually planning to off myself after I saw him but I didn’t I got through it and so can you keep trying it’s all we can all do is to keep trying and listening to each other.I’m glad you are here stick around and chat it might help.. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.