Im new to this site i found it on a really bad day. In which i tried to kill myself. But here is my story.
My family has a history of clinical xepression and i was lucky enough to have it as well. I was officially diagnosed when i was 17 when my girlfriend at the time found me with a heroine needle in my arm with the intention of an overdose. I was in the hospital for three days then i was in inpatient for a couple wee ks. And since then ive been struggling with it. Recently it has been made worse by the death of my grandpa. And it seems that evryone i try to let into my life to help me through my bad times thinks im crazy and leaves me making the depression only worse. Im only 23 and have tried to kill myself four times now. And evreytime i fail it only makes me more determined to kill myself i just dont see a point anymore.
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What if you considered your failures to be opportunities to figure things out? There is a reason you are here… and it might take some soul-searching to figure out what path to begin. Perhaps there are situations and events in your life that stress you. It doesn’t have to always be that way… but unless you seek out alternatives, things won’t change. You are definitely in the driver’s seat when it comes to moving forward.
we don’t think your crazy,k? this site is so helpful because the people understand and are really nice.it;s a safe place to talk. i’m really sorry about your grandpa. but i know he would want you to not give up. his love is still with you. your only 23,like you said. there is so many good things ahead for you.